i would rather be killed tenderly like this than receive those pretencious banal approvals...the latter is sheer insult to my intelligence
and the "hurt but help"thing i'm talking about refers to Mr.Monkey's comment
point-blank revelation to the lack of intellectual insights and self- indulgence to a play-it-safe mentality
after all i'm still not honest with myself
even the research part, falls in "i wouldn't say thoroughly, but exhuastively(?) gathered materials" category..
guess i'm not the speeching type > <
very likely the graduation paper would be on widget, using the web 2.0 pets to back up my observation, if any
read several scripts for last year's CCTV cup speaking contest. general impression: trite and insincere. one or two even ended in the propoganda-like slogan "let's join hands to make the world a more harmonious place blah blah blah" like of trash...way too wooden and lightyears too high school for readers even like me
no oringinality, no wit, no challenge and no edge sensed.
even the lauguage can hardly be called flowery. floweriness has never been my cretiria of judging. yet given the emptiness of the works i would rather see them deliveres in a more view-worthy way~
the end of my cynicism today.
found ELL's OUTLOOK archive a great landfill for thoughts. dont take me wrong. this has just been a pet word lately. =v= wanted to type in the "resevoir"-like word for the "mass restoration" meaning but failed to find it...last semester's intensive reading goes to waste..again
even the "will the world be better off with fewer rare languages" was included...why didnt i find it earlier...
XQ's turning me into a devoted sexologist. lol. be frank. i probably am not the vajayjay type of female being...dont laugh! the word vajayjay has already been justified by one NYT article a couple of months ago. three cheers for GA's playwriter...looking forward to your coming-back.
back to the topic. the previous statement defines me as a potential lesbian who contempts the authority of male phallus...even though this recognition stays largely in my subconscience and remains vague all these years.
i'm rotten to the core(hopefully a hard one)...inch by inch...by the minute....
lost my voice, or rather, the desire to speak, as the shallow ones shouting at each other, their chins thrust at each other
it's fine. perfectly fine. how about you two marrying each other?? \^_^/ i'll be standing by the side of the red carpet shedding my heartfelt tears of happiness~
plz give me neat concept, not tricky jue de mots. am so fed up with ya bullsh*t...
show me things' intellectual pedigree of which i know nought
decorate my neck with pearls of profoundity
let the talk of nihility be my swan song~
see? I can be this sublime just if there's a will. mock mock
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nice entry~aha
